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Saturday, May 29, 2010

Jean said Love.is.Love.

I thought it'd be able to sleep by 10pm today but looks like my emotions got the better of me. Today was literally bitter-sweet. Literally. 3 ICAs' next week, a few dragonboat trainings, many stuffs to be done at home (mainly packing) and church activities..I so wish i have a knife right now.. lol.

well, Love. What makes it so important to love..that i would be foolish enough to have a tattoo of love written in chinese? To me, I feel that there are different levels of love and it depends on how old(basically how effing matured) you are, to determine the level of love you have for the person. Love is subjective in most cases and people will think of different ways of expressing it. Be it fucking all day long or just simply waiting for your partner. we all have kind of experienced love at least once. (if not, press click the freaking 'X' button on the top-right hand corner of your screen right now.)

Love - sex, kiss, hug & club?
Love - waiting, waiting, waiting?
Love - responsibilities, sacrifices, longsuffering?
Love - fairytale?

Balls to me, wtf am i typing? I'm not some super pro in lit but fuck this.
These are just some random thoughts that are running through my mind at this God-forsaken hour.
Emotionalism. That's what I am feeling right now, right this instance. i feel an empty hole in my heart. i feel darkness surrounding. have you ever felt that you liked/love a person but the person just treats you like an ordinary friend? Mike, what were you thinking? You really thought you could/would date her? Wake up your idea boy. You're still as stupid as ever and with this level of emo, no girl in the right mind will date you. Don't think about it. She won't fall for you. She just won't.

God knows the pain I feel now. but the fact is - i love you.

- mikedidn'twritethis. $^$%&$%^&(^&(#^%*%^&$@%^#$#^&*(

Labels: The truth is - i don't dare to express

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